Ghazal for the End of Time

The ghazal is a closed poetry form; here is a brief overview.


The global temperature might go up a few more degrees before the end of time.
I tell myself, “At least we will stop treating oil fires like dogs on leashes;
they will be set free before the end of time.”

I wonder how we planned to win the war on wars when everything we have
has been built on blood and baby’s breath.
I clench my fists a little. Then I wonder if I will stop being so goddamn angry
before the end of time.

Tomorrow might bring another mini apocalypse. An “everyone will move on”
pandemic. An outbreak of normalcy, with a side of mass deaths.
If the schedule permits, someone might bury bodies in the orchard and rot
the last trees before the end of time.

Forgive me; I started getting existential again. Let me re-separate from myself
and remember
there is still so much for us to be before the end of time.

No, forgive the world; only when there are no more ways for us to wake
from all our apocalypses
will I ask for you to draw me in like the heat of a war and hold me
until the end of time.

Say, “Hazel, these tears are just how badly I wanted my life”,
and become my favorite memory before the end of time.


Previously published in Centripetal. Above photo previously published in Last Leaves.
Poetry and photography by HJH.

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